Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Ahhhh!

I will be so glad when I am finally done with school!  The stress is killing me!  I think my emotions are to far on the edge anyways so everything the least bit stressful is magnified.  I feel like I either need to only have school to deal with or just work to deal with but not both.  I am just not emotionally capable of handling both at the same time.  That is just sad.  I feel like crying constantly, actually I do cry pretty much every day.  This is just sad.  I have got to get a grip!  I think I need to sleep for about a week too.  I wake up and feel tired, I go to work and yawn all day, I come home and fall asleep if I sit down at all, and I have no motivation at all.  :(  Man, this is such a depressing post! I'm sorry!  I'm hoping that if I get this out maybe I'll feel a little better.  If not, I'm going to quit my job.  Although, if I quit my job I'll probably end up sleeping all day long so that might not be the best answer.  Hmmm.....

On a better note, I got to go see my parents this past weekend.  It was a really wonderful visit :)  Mark, Noah, and dad got to hunt and Noah shot his first deer.  He hit it but must not have killed it because they never found it.  My dad shot one though so Noah got to experience the joys of cleaning the deer and all that nastiness!  We are actually going back there in about three weeks for my cousins wedding so I think they are planning on hunting again.  I am just excited to get to go there again!  I can't wait!

Also, Noah got a girlfriend...yep I am old.  She is adorable and they have actually known each other for quite a while but now it is official.  Actually, it is even Facebook official! Hahaha!  He is super excited and I just love seeing him smile like this.  I am so thankful that he isn't embarrassed to tell me all about it.  He told me that she is going to be his date for the the wedding :) So cute!

Well, I am supposed to be doing my school work right now but clearly I am a procrastinator.  I would much rather write about what I want to write rather than what I am told to write.  Oh well.....